The Story of Panic to Freedom

PTF Circle LogoThis was technically my blog from yesterday, I decided to take a day off and let the God Particle sit there an extra day… >__> Shhh, don’t tell anyone.

As many of you know, i’ve been working on a project for a little over a year now called “Panic to Freedom”, it’s an online program for re-writing anxiety into some real transformation.. To be honest i’ve been growing a lot through this process of making it.

Recently I went through a pretty big shift, i’ve been putting more attention, effort, love and energy into it to help mold it into what it really can be. Part of that means writing this blog, which I’ll be using as a basis to make a video out of in the next little while… I’ve got a looootttt of work ahead of me.

I wanted to write a bit and share with you how it started and what we’re trying to do with it, which will lead into what’s next. This is also somewhat of a continuation from the blog “How to Change the World” (click to read). Panic to freedom is the nurturing environment we are learning how to create… as we create it.

When PTF started it was a vision of Rays, and he came to me with a story and a plan for building something really special. He is someone who has struggled with Panic and Anxiety a lot in his life because of the way people treated him and just this world in general… everything is broken. He would give himself fully to anyone, and many many people in his life would just take and take, without ever any giving back.
It’s funny, because the more I recognize that vibration and feeling now, the more I see how i’ve faced similar vibes in my own life, especially in regards to spirit science. It’s the reason  I’ve ended up taking down several of the mini-series that i’ve made, the connections between me and those I made them with crumbled when the truth came out.
Sometimes I took them down because I was being irrational and not knowing what to do, and other times it was because they asked me to. What it often felt like (and i’m sure you might relate), is that the people I was working with didn’t really care about me, just what they could get outta me.
MRay & Jordany friendship with Ray is heavily different than any other friend that I have. For that matter, i’m not sure I know anyone on this planet who has a friendship like ours.
See, between the two of us we’ve come to a really great space of creating together, power-leveling in awareness, growing, trust, and honesty. We are the exact opposite in every way. For example, he can create huge data centers, and I can create epic movies. He’s the Engineer, and i’m the Artist 🙂
That’s a blog for another time though, so lets get back to the main point.

togetherThe core of Panic to Freedom was the idea that if we did it together, if we could all come together to create a nurturing environment for growth and creativity, we could see powerful change and transformation in no time at all. When Ray and I have shared in that space, we succeeded every time. When we were not able to come fully into the space, it would break… and we’d have to fix it.

What we are trying to do with Panic to Freedom is create a space for everyone to come together, a nurturing environment where everyone involved can love and support everyone else. Where people can learn HOW to support someone, rather than just stand there and go “I don’t know what’s happening! I don’t know what’s happening!” 

It’s been a big learning process for me too… cuz that used to be exactly what I would do, haha!

The truth is, everyone has Panic or Anxiety in some form or another. Maybe it comes in a general fear of *fill in the blank*, maybe it comes from your parents, or your teachers, or your boss, or your fear of something you don’t understand, you wish not to come to pass and are afraid it will.

Some people numb down the pain and make like it doesn’t exist… It’s okay, we all do it, myself included. Sometimes it’s super hard to even recognize an old pattern or anxiety from inside the system, its not your fault that it’s there. The response-ability comes from recognizing it is, and then doing something different.

PatchAscension Widescreen iphoneI’ve had people come up to me and tell me that they never even KNEW they had panic or anxiety, and yet once they started the program and doing the exercises and thinking about things in this new way… They started to completely change who they were, and their life changed very shortly afterwards.

It’s that kind of message that keeps me inspired and moving forward on this project. I am going to continue to put my full love and energy into it to bring it to a space of pure awesomeness, all the time! I know it’s been a rocky road, but like that little fish thing from this patch parable video… sometimes you gotta tumble before you can fly!

We are One,

14 thoughts on “The Story of Panic to Freedom

  1. It’s been just over a year since I was stuck home with the flu and stumbled upon Spirit Science on Youtube. I have been experiencing swhat some might call an awakening in the past two years. I haven’t been able to connect with anyone who is on a similar path.
    Your videos and your blogs remind me I’m not alone.
    Thank you. 🙂

    1. I wish I knew how to contact you, Jordan, or Teal Swan, or Foster Gamble & Kimberly Carter-Gamble. In a nut-shell, I am ready to let go. I am ready to let the current take me where it will – even if I’m smashed on the rocks. I feel like a fool for clinging to the rocks. I have been experiencing some sort of transformation for over 2 years now – and I quit drinking & smoking 15 months ago. I know I have to heal myself…therefore, I can’t be an energy-sucker. All I would like to know is how to activate my 3rd eye and do those sorts of REAL things that really matter. I wish I could ask you questions on the astral plane, but I’m ignorant of how to – purposely – go there. I love my family (all of my extended family) – however, they are all LDS (Mormon), and – although the religion has so much truth in it – it will only take me so far. As you have said, we’re interdependent creatures. I need an envirionment that will allow me to meditate and do the things I need to… I need to be able to paint and give and give and learn to let go of fear. I’m very lost. Every day, I cry tears of joy – yet, I’m afraid I’ve been “fired” -for lack of a better term. I’ve watched all of your videos (I think I have, anyway- MANY / MOST of them). I don’t know what to say. My apologies for this being so long… I just wanted to say I love you for changing my life… my old life is over. My family is all still there, but I’m not there anymore… If I told them everything I believe, and the very small little tid bit I KNOW, and my intentions of where I want to go… they may either throw me in a loony bin or simply try to say that I’m going to Hell because I baptized myself and I’m not a “MEMBER” of the Church. I am a follower of Christ, and it’s my fault that he doesn’t talk to me directly. I tried to tell my husband about dreams I’ve had throughout my lifetime, and now we’re separated. I emailed you on 7-23-15, but I know you’re very busy and famous. My life is over. All that matters is allowing the current to take me somewhere. I have nothing to lose, but I don’t know where to go. I can’t stay in Biose, Idaho – or can I?
      You just keep being awesome, and I hope you kind find people as driven and compentant as Steve Jobs. I have conviction, but no idea about what to do with it.

      1. Hey again. I just read some of these earlier comments. It makes perfect sense that trusting in donations is in perfect harmony with the Love Circuit of Abundance. It also makes sense that you have a right to request payment for this program. If I were able to do energy healings, I would do them for free. However, it makes perfect sense that Teal Swan says she charges money for her readings because that is the flow of paying for things we value. I have a feeling I would really value this Panic to Freedom program. I’ll try to find it and buy it if I can. Best wishes.
        Sorry if I sound crazy, and thank you for not judging me.

  2. Excellent topic Jordan. It is through very strong loving bonds we develop as people. Without my friends and their support I would be nowhere. Panic to freedom to me is taking the simplest ideas of awareness and applying them to everyday life. This is something that if you don’t learn from PTF you probably will learn from meditation or other practices in everyday life. It is a great idea shining a light on some of the side effects of things like meditation and helping others who aren’t aware acknowledge and apply them. We are the messengers and you and Ray are two of the most noble messengers I know. Keep doing what you’re doing. I encourage you with all my love.

  3. I’ve had anxiety for as long as I can remember, and some panic attacks. I am growing better, but it’s still there… and I believe it’s because like you said, the world is broken, and my body and soul know it.

    I really am curious about your Panic to Freedom program! I would love to try it!

  4. 🙂 I love the work that you Guy’s do , lots of the time y’all’ve invested in your videos and message are out of love and is never a wasted effort. For love is the issue with this world or 3rd dimension ! True agape that escapes our understanding for they brainwashed it not to be this way but we also neglected the power that God or the source spirit that connects all with divine love for that is the foundation of reality it’s self . Love is divine power, and how you said to live from the heart is how we are one with our maker 🙂 ! Thank’s for keeping it true brothers of the light & with my heart I appreciate all you do to spread the truth of this spiritual reality ! Peace, love & light

  5. Panic to freedom could be really amazing and transformational if it was offered free. I truly believe your heart is in the right place but to offer it in that used car salesmen way that the misleading infomercial intro portrayed, cheapens it beyond belief. To make people pay for something like this makes it just like everything else out there. The best things in life are free and you are cutting people off from this powerful help by making it available to only those who are willing to pay. Oh love, is something if you give it away, give it away, give it away, oh love is something if you give it away, you end up having more…..

    1. Hey Kandice,

      I hear where you’re coming from, and i really do understand. I wish we could give it away for free, but then… see, i’d have to sell my computer to eat. I probably wouldn’t have any place to live… I certainly couldn’t make any more spirit science videos.. we’d have to shut down all of the servers… It would probably reduce me to a beggar.

      We put a lot of time, effort, and energy into making Panic to Freedom something incredible, and we are giving it away for a very low price. If you are unwilling to give back, then the flow completely stops. As you said, love is something that by giving away, you get so much more… So how come we have to give everything for free, and you don’t have to give anything?

  6. Jordan, I’m not sure how much credit you give to christian teachings, but I believe there is a lot of good shit in that book. One being ‘do not worry about your life, what you will eat or what you will drink, nor about your body, what you will put on. Is not life more than food and the body more than clothing?’

    The key here being don’t worry. Worrying is a negative energy, and putting out negative energy means you will receive negative energy. Hence why these people are accusing you of trying to make money off something that should be free. If you didn’t worry about it, you would receive abundance. Donations would greatly surpass however much you could ever make off sales, and people would be offering you meals and shelter all over the country. You’re cup would runneth over. Just some food for thought.

    Love and Peace, brother.

    1. I am sure that it will be free in the near future, it will just make sense. But before is fully on with the ever flowing cycle, we need to chip in to the newly born system.

  7. I just read the commentaries and felt the need to state my opinion even though it’s like a year later. I see some comments of people stating/agreeing that Jordan should give this program out for free but I just wanted to support him on his stand.

    It takes a lot of time and energy to do what he does and it is self loving on his part to earn his living through doing what he loves and is passionate about. Charging for this program simply creates an energy exchange, like he explains above, and there is nothing wrong with that. I understand that helping people can be greatly emotionally rewarding but we do live in a physical world where if he is to continue to do what he currently does I think it is easy to understand that he needs to earn his living somehow.

    Jordan, thank you for all that you do! I love your work! 🙂

    PS: Pete, I like what you are saying and technically anything is possible but, I just feel that most people prefer to receive things for free and so as much as they may love something if they don’t have to pay for it they won’t.

  8. I just realized these comments are a year old. Where do all of the updated people go to talk with you on-line?
    You’ve mentioned astral planes in your videos, but I still don’t know how to get there deliberately. Every time I start a program of sorts (Marshall Vian Summers’ book, Steps to Knowledge, for example), my life flips around and circmunstances go all hay-wire. How can I live in the chaos of homelessness and holding down a job – so I can stop being a damn charity case – AND FINISH the programs I start??? All I know is, I need to be around people who belive the BODY is the temple and take the focus off of the stupid ritual of being married in the temple. I am not religious and I don’t do ceremonies. Where do I go and to whom do I associate to find the right kind of stable environment that will help me move out of my infancy???

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