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Deep Water – Adventure of a Lifetime

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I asked God recently to help me… To lead me down a path to whatever it was that would invoke a deep, emotional healing within me, and those who I have hurt.

It came to me in a vision, a spirit quest. I needed to travel, it would only be a quick journey, but I had to go now, and if I didn’t, i would regret it for the rest of my life.

It was a really big pill to swallow, because I had already made agreements to be somewhere else… But as the mind of God flowed through my head… It was not something to refute. I would jump… And so i jumped.

The journey had 3 aspects.

First, the crystal quest. I was to find a radiant, divine crystal at the tucson gem show, and bring it to my friend the sage in Asheville, NC. While i was at the gem show i would connect with people there who i needed to connect with, and I would find those people by posting about it publicly and inviting them to come out.

Second, in Asheville there were several relationships with whom I had tarnished our relationships through negligence and lack of participation… Regardless of who did what in the past, I needed to set things right.

And finally… I needed to reconnect with Teal, in Utah. Her and I had a big falling out after December 21st, 2012, and it was time for me to reconnect. More importantly though, I crafted an invitation for her to, at her leisure, come out and visit my family and I in Avalon.

The message seemed pretty clear… With the way the world is right now, it is a requirement that we come together in spiritual union to reach as many people as possible to open the collective heart and move humanity forward through this transition.

From my minds eye I saw the rift that lay between us, my emotional body frozen over with ice, and my spirit unable to go to the depths of that emotional place.

And so I began thawing it, opening up my heart, connecting in spirit to all of those who I intended to heal with. Sage, Holly, and Teal..

And it seems as though the emotional pain that I had my hand in ran much deeper than i had previously even been consciously aware of. It was made clear to me… I am not very emotionally sensitive… And I want to be.

In fact, it had hit me in that moment that this is what I actually am going to see Teal about. She is a mature female, matching the energy of the Queen of Cups, the emotional aspect of the emotions, as depicted by the Four Elements through the Tarot.

My connection with her, when it was severed, a part of me went into hibernation.

And now, opening that part in me again, has brought a torrential flow of water, emotion, connection happening in me alone…it has exploded from me in so many forms, but it will not be complete until her and I can talk, connect, and open up the channels for open communication once again.

She is the master of that realm… And I can learn a lot from her.

In this moment… I have actually been denied access to visiting her. It was my fault, as the torrent of flow poured from me I sent her some messages that, out of context of everything I was going through, sounded as though I was coming to take her away, or cause problems in her world. It was a very big blunder, and came from my own lack of temperance to my newly opened emotional body…

I respect their decision, and thus I am praying that my message is heard. I have only the purest intents of reconnection. I am still coming to salt lake city… And I hope that I am received by them and the grace of God.

 

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Team Spirit goes Sugar Free

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Yep! As written above, today Team Spirit officially goes Sugar Free…. Okay okay, technically it’s actually “Refined-Sugar free“, there’s a huge difference between the two, and when you learn the difference between the two – it will blow your mind. There’s actually a story here, as well as the cool hard logic which when you get down to it… It just makes sense.

Cheesy-PretzelsRay and I eat pretty well. I mean, get the organic food that we can at stores, or at a farmers market if there is one. We typically make all of our own things ourselves, but every once in a while we let slip a cheezy-pretzel at the movie theater, or a subway sandwich that saves us the hassle of making something when we’re just not in the mood.

The world we are striving for and envisioning to create, followed by creating, is a huge community of friends built around an incredible environment! A Spirit Center, if you will. Which would potentially be laid out in a Geometry composing of various spaces. One of those spaces, a studio. Another, a Laboratory. And also… A very large Community Kitchen! You see, if everyone shared a kitchen, instead of having separate ones, we would be a part of a tremendous experience of learning, sharing, and eating together! We get to know each other and learn how to cook together. Also – this saves the hassle of EVERYONE cooking EVERY. SINGLE. NIGHT. Especially when you are a very busy person, and your profession is not “cooking”.

In this Spirit Kitchen, if you wanted to make food, you make food! If you’re not feeling it, that’s okay! Everyone is partipating in the creation of the “thing” constantly, and so regardless of what you do, if you’re in service to others – Its an equal exchange across the board.

But we’re not quite there yet, and so we were making the best with what we had in the moment. 1 Kitchen, 2 guys, and some vegan recipe books in a close-minded town.

Now, in recent times we had a sort of experience which created a huge diffusion and mixing of energy. It was a very strong force that swept through, and was the catalyst for all kinds of change. You might recall that as about the time I stopped posting on these blogs.

It was a rocky time, from start to finish, and in that time one of the things that changed was that we started eating worse. We stopped caring so much about the health, and started going with “Well, it’s cheaper”. That was the mentality, and it was because of that “entering” into our field, upon exiting now we are cleaning it all up, and making some new connections that previously we weren’t aware of.

sugarpicRecently we were made privy to some information shared by my friend Steven Bancarz, who is the creator of the incredible vibe we all know and love ~ Spirit Science & Metaphysics. 

The guys who are behind the popular poison “Aspartame” changed the name of Aspartame to “Amino Sweet”. It’s the exact same, they’ve simply changed the name. Why? Your guess is as good as mine, and I’d reckon it has something to do with the fact that “Amino Sweet” sounds good, new, and healthy! It will be branded that way, and I’m sure someone will probably get about a year or two of solid sales out of it before the general public catches on… You know… unless we do something about it.

But it doesn’t stop there, because we were the victims of another crime. It’s not just Aspartame, and it’s not just High Fructose Corn Syrup. I mean, those are the big dogs, but I have a secret to tell you.

If it’s not natural…. It’s not natural! (And be-tee-dubs, refined sugar isn’t natural!)

The Truth is: The Refined Sugar Carbohydrates that are inside every single “Extracted Sugar” you buy is an unnatural element in your body.

Natural Sugars have a more balanced molecular structure – by Natural I mean eating a Banana, eating an Apple, an Orange, A Grape. Pretty much most fruits, and even some vegetables (like pumpkins). These natural molecules are easily digestible to your body, and they supply you with the proper amount of nutrients and everything that your body needs. (See pic below)

simplecarbsBut the refined sugar carbohydrates don’t, they lack what the body needs – it is a hyper-extreme energy with no balance in the middle at all. By “refined sugar carbs” what I mean is that by extracting MASSIVE amounts of sugar from the Cane Sugar Plant and condensing all of that into a single handful of crystals, it is a completely out of balance equation. A lot of what makes Cane Sugar healthy to your body is lost in the industrious alchemy science, and we’re left with a rather unhealthy particle of sweetness.

That realization came upon a situation of Ray and I eating some of our organic guacamole with a bag of chips that we bought, which – upon looking at the ingredients – decided that it sounded pretty good! I mean, it was mostly potatoes and oil. We were quite excited that we had found something that sounded so good :D

Now, that bag came as a deal, buy 3 for $5. That was a hard offer to refuse, and so we took them up on it – also making the association that the other bags nearby, apart of the same brand, also were made with the same ingredients. That was my bad for not checking.

They were not the same ingredients.

And they tore our mouths up something fierce. I mean, I had sores on my mouth afterward!! I still have them now! IT HURTS!!!

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I mean, it’s happened to all of us right? Honest Mistake for not being thorough in checking ALL of the labels, just so excited to have some guacamole!

Upon looking at the bag, low and behold the culprit lay staring back at us, Sugar. The condensed, crystal molecule of such intensity that our body doesn’t know whether to love it or hate it. On one side, that old world we just came from of “I don’t care what I put in my body, as long as it tastes good”, and the world where we knew we were going – Juice Fasts, a field of Gardens, and people making the healthiest, most incredible food you’ve ever eaten in your life!

When Sugar is extracted, they are pulling the sweetness out of the rest of the plant, and part of that process means separating the fiber.  If you’re going by the geometry, the molecules they are extracting are at a different vibration than the rest of the plant. It’s a specific molecule, a specific structure that they are extracting. That particular vibration by itself isn’t bad, but in LARGE, CONDENSED versions of it… It’s a little too much.

When we realized this, we decided enough was enough. Actually, it was Ray who pulled the trigger. As of a few days ago, we’re sugar free. Well, we’re using the last of what’s in the pantry, and putting it to good use. Personally, I’m gonna make me a Lemon Meringue Pie… Or at least try to :D I’ve never done it before, and i’ve really been getting into the habit of just trying to do things that i’ve never done! Plus, there’s a huge lemon tree in the backyard which has like 8 Gajillion lemons on it. I honestly have no idea what to do with it all.

I’ll let you know how it goes!

Wanna Try it? Here’s some Tips! 

simple-carbohydratesFirst, always check the ingredients. Disregard anything that has the word “Sugar” or “Corn Syrup” or anything like that. There will be plenty, and it will be hard, if only because you’ve never done it before. The more you do it, the easier it gets.

Second,  If you have some friends to do it with, please, do it with them :) It’ll make your world so much easier, especially if you genuinely do it together, as you’ll be able to bounce off and flow with each other.

Third, the first 3 days will be the hardest. It will get easier and easier and easier, until you will find that eating something with sugar makes your head hurt like crazy.

Fourth, just remember that if you’re having some trouble – just remember that I think you’re awesome, even if we’ve never met before.

And Fifth… Okay I stumbled across this video. This guy does an AWESOME job of connecting some more dots for you. He talks about Sugar from the perspective of cavities in the mouth! So think about this. Your teeth are a physical construction that connects you to the rest of your body. In particular, your skull, which just so happens to house your brain.

If your teeth have cavities, or rot of any kind (listen, I have it too so lets just all be cool about it cuz it’s actually a really serious thing) , that rotting cavity energy is connected to your brain, and it has an affect on it. What level of affect? That would depend on all kinds of factors, quantities of sugars, quality of tooth-care. But what i’m saying is that its bigger than just tooth care, but that’s still serious!

If refined sugar does that to Teeth, imagine what it does to the REST of your BODY?! 

Thank you for reading :) Please share below! Oh, and I love reading comments too!


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Intimacy, Sexuality, and Ellen Page

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So it’s twelve thirty at night, flipping around the “channels” of the internet, because you know, TV is becoming more and more obsolete, and there’s way better stuff to watch on the internet anyways… and suddenly I find myself watching this short 8 minute video of Ellen Page speaking at the “Time to Thrive” Human Rights conference.

And I am absolutely blown away. It is such an inspiring speech, and opens up a very important discussion which we need to be having, especially in our modern western world.

Without further adieux, here is the video. I’ll tell you my thoughts about it afterwards :)

I don’t know if Ellen Page has any interest in Spirit Science or the stuff that I’m doing, but if you do read this, I want to say thank you for having the courage to stand up and speak the Truth. It was a very powerful experience to watch that, and was the inspiration for me to write the following :)

scrubsI think at the core of it all, what we’re really talking about is true intimacy. That’s the thing we’re all afraid of. Most of the time we like to make it about sex, the physical act of making love, but that’s not really where the problem is. The problem is that people are afraid of being intimate with each other.

We have forgotten what strong male intimacy looks like, and even female intimacy has become misconstrued.

Men, how many other men have you held? How many other men have you shown your emotional side to? How many guys do you share a close, intimate connection with?

Ladies, same question. Do you connect with your girlfriends in an open, honest way? (Something tells me the gender roles are a little bit different… I don’t think women have the same challenge that men do in this regard, but then again, what do I know? I’ve got man parts :P  )

Because of these ridiculous social standards, we have decided that Love and Intimacy is for couples only. Thus, friends don’t go there, family don’t go there, and we all suffer because of it.

If I can inspire any action at all within you, let it be the act of opening up to the possibility that Love can truly look like anything. Don’t be afraid of being close to another man because of a fear that you’ll look “Gay”. What does that even mean anyways?!

Lets look past that. We’re all human. At some level of awareness we are all beyond gender itself. We don’t need labels, we can simply Be, and from that space we can simply Do – whatever the hell we want to, and that right there is Freedom.

With all of the love in the world,
Jordan

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To my younger selves…

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I’ve been thinking… If I could go back in time and communicate with my younger selves, i’d have a lot to say… And for that matter, I believe you can actually do that in a way… not in a literal physical going back in time (at least not yet), but revisiting all of the events in your memories and recognizing a greater truth about what happened, and growing from it? Definitely!

So anyways, I was thinking about who I was when I was younger, in contrast to who I Am now, there’s a pretty remarkable difference, at least it feels that way to me. I wasn’t spiritual, I was rather mad at everything, and I almost always had my head in a computer or a video game.

I didn’t have many friends, and I pushed away on getting close to anyone pretty much all the time… If I was to be able to re-live high school with the level of awareness I have right now… Well I gotta say, it would be interesting for sure. I’m not even sure if I would be able to go. It’s all so boxy and yichk… Continue reading

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Happy New Year!

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Thank you for all of the comments and responses! It’s so appreciated, I learned a lot, and I got some great direction for moving forward :)

In case you missed it, here’s a link to yesterday’s post. 

Today’s post is sort of a checklist for me in creating a foundation for moving forward and the growth of my blogs and what have you.

So, as of today, January 1st, I’m going to be making posts on the days of the month that are Odd numbers. Continue reading

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Creating a Resonance!

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Painting by Andrew Jones!

Today, I’d like to create a resonance with you :) It seems like the perfect way to end a year <3

I’ve been doing this blog for about a month now… which means that’s 31 blogs in a row, 31 days straight i’ve been writing nonsense… and sometimes real sense too I hope, in an experiment about communication, expression, meaning, language, all of that stuff.

It’s been teaching me how to write, especially in seeing and responding to the comments.

Statistics are very interesting. I have been paying attention to the google analytics on my blog for the past few days, in order to gain a better understanding of who reads my blog. Pretty much all I can see is “what blogs did well, what blogs didn’t do well, what blogs got a lot of comments, which ones didn’t”.

Interestingly enough, the Hobbit blog got a tremendous amount of pageviews, 2900!.. and yet only 4 comments. In fact, 97% of people didn’t stay on the page for more than 10 seconds!

It seems the ones that REALLY get people talking are blogs like “How to Change the World”, that one has a whopping 100 comments! And not just whatever comments either, you guys were seriously engaged with that writing!

Isn’t that wildly interesting? I think so! Continue reading

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We’re all Human

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You know… Today, I just want to be short and sweet.

We’re all Human.

Can that be good enough? We’re all learning, we’re all growing, and most importantly, we’re all doing the best that we can with what we have.

I do my best to try and live by what I talk about, being connected to those I interact with, being loving and kind, reflecting on everything to see how my interaction was, and how it could have been interpreted differently in order to grow as a person, and be able to share and do more with everyone i’m working with.

Have your own experience when interacting with or reading any of the stuff that I post or create, i know i’ve said that a lot, and i’d like to re-iterate it one more time :) Continue reading

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The Story of Panic to Freedom

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PTF Circle LogoThis was technically my blog from yesterday, I decided to take a day off and let the God Particle sit there an extra day… >__> Shhh, don’t tell anyone.

As many of you know, i’ve been working on a project for a little over a year now called “Panic to Freedom”, it’s an online program for re-writing anxiety into some real transformation.. To be honest i’ve been growing a lot through this process of making it.

Recently I went through a pretty big shift, i’ve been putting more attention, effort, love and energy into it to help mold it into what it really can be. Part of that means writing this blog, which I’ll be using as a basis to make a video out of in the next little while… I’ve got a looootttt of work ahead of me.

I wanted to write a bit and share with you how it started and what we’re trying to do with it, which will lead into what’s next. This is also somewhat of a continuation from the blog “How to Change the World” (click to read). Panic to freedom is the nurturing environment we are learning how to create… as we create it. Continue reading

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Farewell Movember Stash!

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I have a secret to tell you.

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Almost everything you’re reading was written over a week ago. As i’m writing this, I know that it’s not going to be posted until next week, which means as YOU’RE reading this, I’m existing in a future reality that hasn’t happened yet for me as I read it.

I guess I just write so many blogs that they pile up and now I’ve got a weeks worth of writing all planned out :) It’s been a really healthy practice for me in the communication zone. I never used to enjoy writing.

It’s kind of fun to think about, we’re making a connection through time and space, to the moment that I wrote this to the time that you read this, two different times, connected through the experience of these words which appear before you. Continue reading

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