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To my younger selves…

I’ve been thinking… If I could go back in time and communicate with my younger selves, i’d have a lot to say… And for that matter, I believe you can actually do that in a way… not in a literal physical going back in time (at least not yet), but revisiting all of the events in your memories and recognizing a greater truth about what happened, and growing from it? Definitely!

So anyways, I was thinking about who I was when I was younger, in contrast to who I Am now, there’s a pretty remarkable difference, at least it feels that way to me. I wasn’t spiritual, I was rather mad at everything, and I almost always had my head in a computer or a video game.

I didn’t have many friends, and I pushed away on getting close to anyone pretty much all the time… If I was to be able to re-live high school with the level of awareness I have right now… Well I gotta say, it would be interesting for sure. I’m not even sure if I would be able to go. It’s all so boxy and yichk… Continue reading

Merry Christmas

Lol, i had a placeholder blog here this morning that just said “Merry Christmas Blog”, I meant to set it to post later in the afternoon at 1pm, but i think i goofed and had it set to 1am!

Silly me 😛

rubik-originalChristmas this year has been really hectic and busy, mostly because we’ve been trying to create so much with very few hands and sometimes no idea about what the next step is and what the next “thing” is that we need to put into place… It kinda reminds me of a Rubix Cube.

Speaking of Rubix cubes, i found myself playing with one this morning for several hours. A very fun christmas morning indeed! Continue reading

The Story of Panic to Freedom

PTF Circle LogoThis was technically my blog from yesterday, I decided to take a day off and let the God Particle sit there an extra day… >__> Shhh, don’t tell anyone.

As many of you know, i’ve been working on a project for a little over a year now called “Panic to Freedom”, it’s an online program for re-writing anxiety into some real transformation.. To be honest i’ve been growing a lot through this process of making it.

Recently I went through a pretty big shift, i’ve been putting more attention, effort, love and energy into it to help mold it into what it really can be. Part of that means writing this blog, which I’ll be using as a basis to make a video out of in the next little while… I’ve got a looootttt of work ahead of me.

I wanted to write a bit and share with you how it started and what we’re trying to do with it, which will lead into what’s next. This is also somewhat of a continuation from the blog “How to Change the World” (click to read). Panic to freedom is the nurturing environment we are learning how to create… as we create it. Continue reading